Desember, Selamat Datang!

Senja,
Mendung kemudian hujan
Berulang-ulang
Desember berjalan
Lalu, sampai dimanakah kita sekarang?

Dingin mengembun di kaca jendela sebelah, memburamkan
Meski salju tak pernah turun, kenapa hadirmu menyesakkan?
Membekukan, bahkan sampai ke inti tulang
Mematikan sel saraf, hingga tak sadar waktu berlari meninggalkan

Kau berjalan, aku terdiam
Kau berlari, aku pun terdiam
—bukan, bukan berarti aku tak ingin mengejarmu
Sebuah tali mengikatku, oh bukan—itu rantai baja!
Atau, itu hanya alasan untuk sebuah kemalasan?

Aku tak ingin mengejarmu
Aku juga selalu mencoba tak lagi menunggumu—berbalik kemudian menggenggamku
Aku hanya ingin berhenti di titik ini—sekarang

Aku takut,
Semoga aku tak keluar dari jalan

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[Lyrics] Evanescene – My Immortal

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resognating mind
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My wants pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

This song always made me so blue.. 😦